moments of truth

thto be frank, im not really in the mood to do anything right now. in fact, i wish i had retail therapy. well, I still hope to get retail therapy though its never going to happen.

and honestly,
i see myself as a very pesismatic person. that is why i need alot of stuffs to cheer me up and stuffs when im feeling freaking down. like now, or today. this is just sad to actually write all this stupid rants but if it could get off my shoulders, why not? i mean who knows this might even work.
i'm sick of being sad for the day. it has already been 9hours now. fml. i know.

setting up high expectations, and it ends up tumbling down.
i know i ought to be thankful for a passing grade. but meh, now that financial problems seems to be even more of a nightmare haunting me. but hey, i guess its time to move on and think of other alternatives. everyone have been really supportive and all. well, with my sulky face, who wouldn't try to atleast asked if i was okay right?

well, it's not the end of the world yet. so i'm just going to get up and move on with life.
no matter what the ups and downs are.

eff off!

it gets really irritating when people ask questions that are sooo freaking obvious, and in any moment you would just burst because toddlers can answer those pathetic questions. i don't want to be mean, but if i've made an effort to change the topic and even tried answering nonsense. just take it and stop asking! and be thankful i ain't blocking you!
people like this makes me paranoid. are you acting stupid?! i mean seriously bahh. ish!

this is one reason why i dont like approving juniors.

baby, you are killing me.

nyeh. just as i expected. my grades aren't as great as always. pfft. it's always low till the exam comes. i hope i can really manage form6. it really is hectic, and challenging at the same time.

so, starting tomorrow! imma study with my sister at the library. catching up homeworks and maybe look for interesting books to browse through, besides if i start early, i might reduce some stress when exams comes cause i'll be ready!

apart from that, rants. because im sick and tired of doing work that people take credit for, it's not only disrespectful but also obviously shows YOU DO NOT DESERVE THE CREDIT! grrrr! i want cupcakes! and green tea ice cream. .__.

go away!

I'm tired of being the stupid one around!

yes, i can't say no. to me, it's hard to say NO!
you're just lucky I live near the school..
but this doesn't mean you can treat it like your storage house!!

.... whateves.

tarta sauce?

oh crap.
well, obviously. i'm running away from studying AGAIN!
aiiiishhhh. i seriously need the motivation.

well, i wasn't choosen for the plkn thingy.
but there's this weird feeling of me wanting to go!
and the other half of me is really relief. oh i don't know.
i'm crazy. maybe that's why?

well, today isn't much of a wonderful day either.
my laptop failed me again. WHY OH WHY!?
thankfully i saved the bm presentation yesterday. or gwen is gonna chop me like sushi!

STUPID TROJAN. or whatever that is!
aisssshhh! whateves! i don't care no more!

aloha.

its been awhile since i've blog. missed me? AHA.
okayy. maybe not de larh.

school has been trying to kill us lately.
with all the activities all 2 weeks, sports day, cross country, HOMEWORKS!for a first 2 weeks in school. i already felt tired. i need sleep! but still can manage. it's just me being lazy and all. lols. pssstt! COMET won cross country btw! muahahahah!

well, tomorrow we have our annual mini sports day again.
it's the last for us form 5-ers.
anyways, today not much in school lorh.
since everyone is busy with sports day and all.
so i did my homeworks in class. sad life huh?
what can do.. spm year. the most important test off all highschools.
-___-

it's been so long since i've blog properly.. i forgot how to blog. :X

i'll express myself today,
rants and complains! lols. not exactly larh. but kinda waste! and it makes me angry if i think of it too much. but oh well, it's not my case anyway.


heard someone quited SRM today! QUITED!
isn't it a waste? she got choosen out of .. err..
how many humans. and now she quited.
wth! and because of too much human in the team, the seniors had to let the extras go. WHICH i am one of them btw! btw! so heart broken lorh that time. -_-
i wanted to be in it since form 1 again that!
and look now. rawr!

i complain on lame stuffs huh? i guess so. :X
but im not angry larh. neither am i angry at her.
she have great ps skills! seriously.
its a waste to hear she quited.

;// PMR. and 2 more days!

2 more days till my final exams are all over.
woah. waited for this day to come since last last last week lehh.
well, biology paper 1 and 3 today. can say it went well, and also not good. ._. dont know. can can larh. except paper 3 1st question. .__. aiya! dont know larh!
i also don't know how explain how was the paper. lols.

tomorrow chemistry more worse. dont know what to study.
more sad case! i dont feel like studying. but still i will study..
because! because i tell you! it's imposible to read in school!!!
even if you have 1 hour of extra time. nothing will go in.
because its just too noisy. lols. so, home it is. im see-ing OT today. hmmm..

and AND AND!
i have complain sia! hahahahaa. yea! complain. .__.

what more worse than answering the hard paper,
is during the hard time answering it...
suddenly you hear "JEPUN~ KONICHIWA~ SEPANYOL~ OLEH" heck!
mushroom orhh those people. -__- BM coral speaking. distracting sia.
i nearly wrote sepanyol for a leaf experiment answer! rawr! RAWr!

so other than form4 having their brain juice sucked out.
the form3 are having there PMR. ohh boy. i wish i could answer those question again.
so yea. since its still PMR. :D i wish all the best to yannie and gang. lols.
and all the other form3 people i know everywhere taking PMR!

GOOD LUCK!